Living with Spanking

I, very much like most people who live with a desire of spanking, don't get to live the lifestyle we may want. What do I mean by that? Many live in a "vanilla relationship" or are afraid to express their desires because they feel it is weird or even worse, wrong. The fact is we are surrounded by people who don't understand the level of importance of being "understood". I was lucky enough to talk with someone who lives her dream. She for many years lived like me, maybe you, thought she would go to the grave with this very powerful difference in mainstream sexuality. She decided to break out of the box and live the life she wanted, which was spanking. For some, this is just not possible, but that does'nt mean you have to give up either. Look inward, examine your feelings and do what it takes to enjoy spanking as much as your life lets you, but go further, take small steps if you have too but don't let fear stop you. You don't know how long your going to be on this earth, there may not be a tomorrow. Living with spanking can be hard, I know, but don't try too push it away or you will become depressed, embrace it, your not alone. If I can help.... please let me know? B

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Spanking... A Curse? or A Gift?

Spanking.... What a wild ride, sometimes I view spanking as a "curse". To go through life with a entity so powerful, yet so misunderstood you can't talk about the subject even with a complete stranger, a close friend, or even the people who mean the most to you. All you want is someone to understand, take notice, or I guess try to understand, spanking, is more then a "fetish", it is you. I now have a slight understanding how it is to be gay and wanting so much for other people to understand, wanting so deeply to feel safe "coming out of the closet". Spanking, is sometimes as deep, a part of you that can't change, something your born with, .... A Gift. A Gift, well that is the positive view. Funny, I once talked with a therapist about spanking. I started with "I don't want to be "fixed", I just want to understand why it is so important to me, after numerous sessions I realized no matter how long I sat there "she will never understand". I gave up. So, back to a Gift, I don't want to change the way I feel, I am lucky to have something so special in my life. Thanks to technology, I can talk with people who understand and people who also embrace spanking as "A Gift". Let me know what you think? B